
Early morning in a modest university dorm roomโtextbooks and handwritten notes on a wooden desk, personal belongings arranged in tight spaces, the faint Seoul skyline visible through the window as dawn light fills the room with muted warmth.
ํ์์ฌ๋ฆฝ ๋ผ์ดํธ
After the currency collapse, a 20-year-old student's uncertain morning โ Seoul, August 1998
1998๋
8์ 18์ผ โ Kyungjae Lee์ ํ๋ฃจ
1998๋
์ ์ธ๊ณํ์์ฌ๋ฆฝ 1์ผ์งธ20์ธ์ ๋
The alarm clock reads 7:15 a.m., but everything feels muted, smaller than it was months ago. I lie on my narrow twin bed in the dormitory room, listening to the early traffic outside the windowโfewer car horns than usualโand thinking about whether I should even bother going to the library today. The won has lost its footing; my part-time job at the convenience store was cut to half hours last week.
๐ ์นด๋๋ฅผ ๋๋ฅด๋ฉด ๊ทธ ์์ ๊ด๋ จ ๊ธฐ๋ก์ ์ง์ ๊ฒ์ํด ๋ณผ ์ ์์ต๋๋ค.
The morning at the dormitoryโturning on the radio to hear about the economy ๐
The small transistor radio on the shelf crackles to life at 7:30, and the news anchor's voice is steady but grave: another company filing for bankruptcy, another factory laying off workers, the banks still in chaos. I sit on the edge of the bed in my t-shirt, listening. Six months since the IMF crisis hit, and it still doesn't feel realโlike waking up in a country that looks the same but is somehow broken underneath. My older brother called last week to say his company might merge or disappear; my parents' savings have already shrunk so much that my mother's voice sounded thin on the phone. I pull on my worn jeans, tie my sneakersโboth from two years ago, now part of my permanent uniform of necessity. The window ledge is dusty; even the morning light seems tired.
The convenience store shiftโcounting won bills in the cramped back room ๐
At the GS25 near campus, I stand at the register in my faded navy uniform polo, counting out the morning till while the manager reviews the overnight receipts with a frown. The store is quieter than it used to be; fewer people buying things on credit now. During a slow stretch in the early afternoon, I'm in the back room, sorting through the stacks of smaller billsโfewer large denominations are coming in these days, it seems. The fluorescent light hums above, casting everything in that pale institutional glow. An older woman comes in around 2 p.m., buys instant ramyeon and a small bottle of soju, paying with coins, and I recognize the kind of quiet desperation in her face. I hand her the plastic bag gently. The owner's daughter called about her college application earlier, but I didn't ask if she was still planning to go abroad; it seemed unkind.
์ด ์ผ๊ธฐ๋ ์ค์ ๊ธฐ๋ก ๊ฒ์ ์์ด, ์๋ ์ง์๊ณผ ๊ณ ์ฆ ๊ฐ๊ฐ์ ๋ฐํ์ผ๋ก ์์ํด ์ด ์ฐฝ์ ์คํ ๋ฆฌ์
๋๋ค. ์ค์ ์ฌ๊ฑดยท์ธ๋ฌผ์ ๊ธฐ๋ก์ด ์๋๋๋ค.