1940๋…„ 8์›” 17์ผ, 1์ธ์นญ ์‹œ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋ณธ ๊ทธ ์‹œ์ ˆ์˜ ํ•˜๋ฃจ
At the print shop, my ink-blackened hands arrange tiny metal type pieces under the hard midday light. The worn tools and frayed sleeves show the close, hot labor of an apprenticeโ€™s day.
ํƒ€์ž„์Šฌ๋ฆฝ ์ผ๊ธฐ
Ink Under My Nails, My Name Held Quietly Inside
1940๋…„ 8์›” 17์ผ โ€” Kim songhyun์˜ ํ•˜๋ฃจ
1940๋…„์˜ ์„ธ๊ณ„ํƒ€์ž„์Šฌ๋ฆฝ 1์ผ์งธ19์„ธ์˜ ๋‚˜
At 5:40 a.m. in the attic room above Blue-Well Alley in Gyeongseong, I woke to the wooden clack of a water carrierโ€™s yoke and the first tram bell scraping through the humid air. Sweat had dampened my straw mat, and for several breaths I could not understand why the paper door, brass washbasin, and faded cotton bedding felt both strange and completely mine.
๐Ÿ“– ์˜ค๋Š˜์˜ ์ผ๊ธฐ3
6:20 a.m. โ€” Blue-Well Alley Attic ๐Ÿ”
At 6:20 a.m. in my attic room above Blue-Well Alley, I folded the thin summer quilt and splashed my face from a dented brass basin. Downstairs, the landlady set out barley rice, a spoonful of salted radish, and weak soybean-paste broth that smelled of green onion. At nineteen I earn my meals as an apprentice compositor, so I wrapped my lunch tin in a faded cloth and checked that my wooden-soled shoes were still tied with sound cord. Near the alley entrance, a uniformed patrolman stood while the neighborhood headman reminded households about the new family-name records, and everyone answered too quickly. I kept my eyes on the wet stones and repeated my own name silentlyโ€”Kim Songhyunโ€”so no order could make it disappear inside me.
๐Ÿ” ์ด ์นด๋“œ๋Š” ์›๋ฌธ ๋Œ€์‹  ๊ทธ ์‹œ์ ˆ ๊ด€๋ จ ๊ธฐ๋ก ๊ฒ€์ƒ‰์œผ๋กœ ์—ฐ๊ฒฐ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
12:35 p.m. โ€” Myeongryun Print Shop ๐Ÿ”
At 12:35 p.m. inside Myeongryun Print Shop near Jongno, I ate cold barley rice beside the type cases while the treadle press sighed and struck like a tired animal. My fingers were black with ink, and the lead sorts felt cool despite the August heat trapped beneath the tiled roof. The foreman inspected every proof twice, because a careless phrase could bring police questions to the shop, then sent me to buy paste and wrapping paper with a few jeon. At the stationery stall, an older delivery boy murmured that young men in Chuncheon had been speaking among farmers about rebuilding our culture and keeping a free spirit alive. He gave no names, and I asked none; we both turned at the jingle of a bicycle bell as if we had only discussed the weather. Back at the press, I set ordinary shop notices, but each piece of type seemed to carry the weight of words that could not safely be printed.
๐Ÿ” ์ด ์นด๋“œ๋Š” ์›๋ฌธ ๋Œ€์‹  ๊ทธ ์‹œ์ ˆ ๊ด€๋ จ ๊ธฐ๋ก ๊ฒ€์ƒ‰์œผ๋กœ ์—ฐ๊ฒฐ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
7:10 p.m. โ€” Moon-Jar Well Courtyard ๐Ÿ”
At 7:10 p.m. in the Moon-Jar Well courtyard behind my lodging, I drew up a bucket while cicadas rasped from the persimmon tree and supper smoke drifted between the eaves. A student lodger named Minjae sat nearby mending the strap of his canvas satchel, and I told him only that I had heard people elsewhere were still reading forbidden ideas and speaking carefully to farmers. He warned me that even walls had ears, then pushed half a yellow melon toward me with a crooked smile. We ate from the same chipped bowl as the last tram rattled beyond the alley, its windows glowing through the dusk. In my room afterward, I rubbed the ink from my hands with laundry soap, but a dark crescent remained beneath each nail. Before putting out the kerosene lamp, I wrote my name once on a scrap, memorized the motion of every stroke, and burned the paper over the basin.
๐Ÿ” ์ด ์นด๋“œ๋Š” ์›๋ฌธ ๋Œ€์‹  ๊ทธ ์‹œ์ ˆ ๊ด€๋ จ ๊ธฐ๋ก ๊ฒ€์ƒ‰์œผ๋กœ ์—ฐ๊ฒฐ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
๐Ÿ“ฐ ๊ทธ ์‹œ์ ˆ, ์˜ค๋Š˜์˜ ์ด์Šˆ2
Nationalist thought continued to circulate in 1940 โ†—
Today I heard, only as a guarded whisper, that young people in the Chuncheon area were encouraging farmers to preserve national consciousness and rebuild their culture. The news made me afraid, but it also left a small, steady warmth in my chest.
db.history.go.kr
์นด๋“œ๋ฅผ ๋ˆ„๋ฅด๋ฉด ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด์„ ๋‹ค๋ฃฌ ์‹ค์ œ ๊ธฐ๋ก ์›๋ฌธ์œผ๋กœ ์ด๋™ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
Pressure to adopt Japanese-style names in 1940 โ†—
The neighborhood reminder about family-name records reached me as part of the pressure surrounding the name-change policy introduced this year. I answered cautiously in public and held my Korean name more firmly in private.
namu.wiki
์นด๋“œ๋ฅผ ๋ˆ„๋ฅด๋ฉด ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด์„ ๋‹ค๋ฃฌ ์‹ค์ œ ๊ธฐ๋ก ์›๋ฌธ์œผ๋กœ ์ด๋™ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
์ด ์ผ๊ธฐ๋Š” ์—ญ์‚ฌ ๊ธฐ๋ก๊ณผ ์‹œ๋Œ€ ๊ณ ์ฆ์„ ๋ฐ”ํƒ•์œผ๋กœ ํ•œ ์ฐฝ์ž‘ ์Šคํ† ๋ฆฌ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค. ๊ธฐ๋ก์ด ํ™•๋ณด๋œ ์‚ฌ๊ฑด์€ ์›๋ฌธ ๋งํฌ๋กœ ์—ฐ๊ฒฐ๋˜๋ฉฐ, ๊ธฐ๋ก์ด ๋‚จ์•„ ์žˆ์ง€ ์•Š์€ ์‹œ๋Œ€๋Š” ๊ณ ์ฆ์— ๊ธฐ๋ฐ˜ํ•œ ์ƒ์ƒ์œผ๋กœ ์žฌ๊ตฌ์„ฑ๋ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค.
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